Clips4Sale

Wow, I really need to stop taking so long on updating this thing. I really do have a couple longer and more inspired pieces in the works, but I just have not had the time to sit down and finish them.

"Bad Sandy, bad!" Now all I need is a good spanking and my self reprimand will be complete.

In the last few weeks I have come to the conclusion that I need to create my own clips4sale shop on which I will update as often as possible (hopefully even more so than I do here) with adult clips of myself and possibly of my main squeeze as well. About a month ago I did my first fetish clips with another clips4sale seller, which I felt went remarkably well, though not as Sandy Bottoms. Now, my intention is not just merely to reproduce ideas and fetishes that already swarm the internet my goal is to somehow create a virtual sexy storyline for Sandy that may or may not reflect bits and pieces of my real life. In this Sandy will still be a character, though as I've mentioned before Sandy and I blend and blur quite a bit, but I don't want her to be as removed from real life as others.

Having that said I want this venture to be quasi-interactive. I want suggestions, requests, funny stories, inspiration from my readers, patrons, and friends! I want silliness, seriousness, and seductive-ness!

Really, I want to be creative and have some fun while making some loose change. Other fetish models and sellers may know exactly the right 1, 2, 3 sequence and formulas for the best selling clips, but I'd like to do something a bit more interesting.

Curious Reads

If you are ever looking for some good reads on alternative social construction, poly/nonmonogamous relationships, or the sex industry take a gander at these:

* http://freaksexual.wordpress.com/

* http://www.spreadmagazine.org/category/blog/

* http://www.pollysuperstar.com/

In addition to these wonderful blogs I am reading Strip City: A Stripper's Farewell Journey Across America by Lily Burana.

Women!

Man, sometimes I just lose it when I am around a woman I find attractive or when I start getting attention. I just don't know what to do! I am certainly not aggressive when it comes to flirting with someone of the opposite gender, but under mainstream social parameters it seems much easier to do than dealing with someone of the same or mixed gender.

My response to women flirting with me is much the same as what I imagine 13 year old boys experience: my palms get sweaty, my legs fidgety, and I generally let direct contact go under my radar, which is definitely not conclusive to furthering the interaction. Time after time I have blown opportunities to be closer with women, but I still don't know how to check my obstructive behavior.

To those who have seen this erratic self-manipulating behavior first hand I apologize for my awkwardness...

To those who have been that interested female whose attempts were thwarted by my seemingly non-compliant nature I ask for you to try again...

To those of you who have been in my position or have any experience in this field, I welcome your input...

I'm Back!

What a whirlwind month! I apologize for the long hiatus, internet is back in service and I will have plenty of time to write in the coming months.

Updates soon!